KaYa_life

2009-11-06T08:32:00.000-08:00

Well well, it must have been quite sometime that I update my blog. Time really flies.. it like the last update was 2006, now it was 2009. Guess wat, im married hahaha.. well know of this girl A in sch.. well it doesnt seem to attract me at first as i was on hooking up another girl B at my work place hahah or should say in better words erm chasing.. Well this girl B really surprise me with her sms after few encounter that she actually like me.

For so long in my 20yrs off my life, no one have actually confessed to me hahaha. I was shock n surprise as my low self esteem really pull me.. "am i dream or juz this girl type wrong sms". Well this incident happen during one of my nightshift, i juz reply tactically that maybe she sms wrongly something like that.. cant really rem haaa.

After some pushing and pulling within my inner self awhile, i finally accept her. I make my right decision and this girl is now my wife. Accasionally some mis-communication do happen but often if a couple will to sit down and talk through it, it is possible to resolve and otherwise this misunderstand will continue and build up if communication break down.

Well it exam time right now and it going to be second last sem.. oh god when will i grad.. Money money money is all about it. Next yr will be having my chinese banquet, ought to save up for money.

2006-12-11T00:31:00.000-08:00

No_MoRe_Ot....

Well being quite sometime since i updated this blog liao.. so fast this yr 2006 going to end soon... looking bad quite a so many ups and down for me manz... well 2007 is coming.. soon.. in 2 more weeks time... hope everything will go well to me.. Things i wanted much have nearly compeleted except driving licence ba ... Something grumble about cant find girlfriend so on but it turn out to be that im quite enjoying wat i have or should i say single life freedom... Now i have to focus on my study soon..

Mum have been sick for the past few days... her fever alaway on off. Well acc her to see a doc near nee soon camp that side.. wait around 1 and1/2 hr or so fainlly back home lol.. wanting to study ba no mood came in.. maybe too shack from yesterday gym lol... well that all ba....

2006-10-21T07:21:00.000-07:00

sianz... tiring day...

dun know y feel really missing on something.. seem so long liao still same.... nothing seem can fill my heart... haiz... began to wonder y......

STudying soon... haiz... going back to sch liao... have told the boss finally lol.. din dare to say out until last tuesday... well hope i get approval from coy and able to get the examination leave... well that will save up my leave for some holiday...

Well my dreamzers group seem veri busy with all their own thing recently.. not much of activities... so sianzz.... have try to organise a few actitvites but no one interested.. well that end my contribution... haiz....

2006-09-27T06:36:00.000-07:00

RoTInG DaYs...

well so sian recently.. dun feel any mood to do much thing maybe run out of money to spend lol...finally this week manage to rest for 3 days.. so long din have a good rest liao.. sleep straight for the past few days.. so shiok... well also been thinking quite alot.. about my memories and future and alot of crap ba.. play games, sleep, eat and today been able to pull myself to run for abour 4k ba.. shack... still wondering.. how... dun know lah haiz.. so fai.. also.. my work.. so tight on me... hardy able to breath... my group of friend haiz.. so long din have a good gathering liao.. haiz... haiz... haiz... been wanting to do alot of things now 9 of us left 8 one i think abandon us then 8 out of 5 got attach liao.. so left us 3... haiz...stress... but it up to fate ba.. have this thinking.. so stay single all the way.. a real scare from last relationship.. well still unable to recvoer after so long.. my pride confident have totally been tangish...lol.. right now my focus is work and in time is studies.. after that make alot of money enough for myself lol...

2006-08-21T04:48:00.000-07:00

20th...

Well nice sunday but turn out have to work through the morning... but a good day also.. catch up with friends who acc to sl to buy DVDr... fun day through with wei wen, henry and chu rui.. crap through the journey.. we walk quite long think. There must be around 5km or so.. lol... see see look look... from bugis to orchard... well end a day with a birthday cake.... nice fruity one.. gald to celebrate it with my friend.. a somemore talk cock session bef end the whole day.

21th_birthday...

Well a good sleep from previous day wake up at 11 plus.. a call from mum and out i go to TPY to meet her and her friends... listen to their conversation and juz ack.. here and there... abit sian but still ok... after that I and mum go to bishan walk abit and eat the osyter mei su from si ling and ended for the day activities... nothing special.. try a few dates but unsuccessful.... lol.. still not sure wat i want haiz... only feel quite empty in me... haiz... 24 liao... waaaaaa!!!!!!

2006-08-19T05:38:00.000-07:00

AcTiNg_ ShIfT(shit) LeAdEr..

Haiz haiz haiz.. damn damn tired and sianz... after this past few days of the temporary roles.. me whole body going to break down... so many thing to do... basically i dun have any time to do much of the engineering work.. have to have constantly in mind about the status of the running stn and downs ... the past few days .. under my shift so many sysm... down .. waahahaha!!!!! is i suay or wat... haiz.. this 2 days is like every day 7.30pm then go back and reach home liao is like 8 plus to nine.... haiz.. next week is like 4 days.. OMG.... hope will be better waaaaaa!!!!!!!

MoB_BrEiFing...

Ya haiz.. been so long since i wear that stupid green... but well today still ok ba manage to catch some of my long din contact camp mate... talk about things and happening in juz one yr ago... well everyone got changes, mostly is the phyiscal part.. like got longer hair.. dye.. some bit pump so on.. well the session quite short onli like 2 hrs or so.. well begin to think much on how im going to proceed on..well also feeling that those b and g relation arent for me anymore... well cant think of it now.. may now should have concerate on my work ba or studies.. quite surprise one of my bengs campemate manage to found one gf OoOhs..!! well quite hard to think about it lol.. he sometime really act disgusting... well happy for him ... today also quite surprise even in paris ris can find someone familiar... saw LL with her bf... well her boy drive n make me think something... haiz.. well that end here... liao..

2006-08-08T09:02:00.000-07:00

FinAllY_LoNg_ReSt...

SuNdAy..
ya finally this week had a long rest.. make quite full use of this week and pocket also burnt abit ... too much shopping lol.. out with my long time no see army buddy from bmt... had quite fun with them joke, talk about our army days... luckily to have my camera long and take quite afew shots.. had dinner at marina bay(buffet BBQ style) quite cheap.. 12 bucks eat alot of meat .. lol.. well did quite cruel things.. had the live prawn into the hot steam boat.. simply fresh.. YUMMY... after a long dinner had a drink at the coazy(spelling wrongly) bay near the indoor stadium.. a fun and enjoying nite...

MondaY..
Same as usually will acc my mum on nearly every monday to market to shop with her and had breakfast... well this week i bring her out to Jurong point to walk.. actually is she seeing me buy things lol.. well had lunch at kfc which i had been not eating for quite sometime... a Nice comfort day...

MovIe_DaY
well today did some reading on my coy stuff as there's a cerf test on going soon.. haiz been quite sometime since i touch notes :P.. evening meet up with my bmt buddy again for movie dragon tiger den... sucky movie haiz.. plus forget today is eve of public holiday... VERI EXP...9.5... today hell lot of pple.. but still i dun mind lol.. lot of girls to watch... well at the same time also having fireworks at the espandie.. arrive quite early today bef them.. walk around, looking at couples.. feel so lonely myself.. thinking about the last date i have .. well.. that will be the last i guess.. birthday coming soon.. thinking of finding a date but cant think of any.. friends will be busy ba.. haiz..well... had to live with it... hope something mircale will come by lol... that end the days i guess... working time.. tom will miss this yr national day.. HAppY birthday my country... Singapore.....

2006-07-31T22:03:00.000-07:00

NeW~HaNdPhOnE~~

YahOo~~!!bought a new hp on sunday... super happy!!! finally can change th phone liao.. hate that middle navgator... suck man.. well my hp look quite cool.. the new samsung e900.. look smaller then i though on the pic that i saw on tv and website.. juz like a bigger size mp3 player onli.. well the function still not quite use to it but i wont mind much... now much broke.. lol.. hoping this new phone will bring me new good memories... the old phone i give it to mum.. next mnth then get her a new phone.. cause quite quite alot of ot for the mnth of july.. around 7 lol.... going to hit my goal soon...

2006-07-26T05:17:00.000-07:00

BReAK_FaSt~~!!!

TuEs~~
waaaa.... a veri good dinner yesterday by my boss.. although had to give 10 dollar lol.. well had seafood at the bottle neck tree in sembangwan... haiz.. after so long a break from seafood.. yesterday break it... hope dun have sacre.. eat chicken, sotong, prawn.. but din have the ultima chilli crab... ^_^...

MoN~~
Well was quite mix feeling for me... should i feel happy or wat???.. haiz.. feel that i talk too much of lame things... a few big mistake i make ba.. wonder still got chance for next time haiz.. or maybe i too quite..?? not funny enough?? i trying hard to be a listener.. which was one of the thing im bad in..but im trying hard to improve haiz haiz haiz.... i wonder and wonder, ponder and ponder... how... wat should i do??

TOdAy~~
BuSy~~ and looking in the phone whole day for a sms lol.. finally friend message for supper... still wondering...

2006-07-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

BAd~DaYs...

Haiz... been a bad day since yesterday... so busy.. so angry so sad.. alot of mix feeling coming down one me... wat happen to me ?? haiz... Well cant talk to anyone so boi bian write online blog.. to let out feeling ba... Y cant other pple being understable... we are busy... busy busy busy... y cant wait awhile then come find us... haiz.. then say all those saracistic things... which i hate it.. it not that im idleing or doing nothing.. so many damn things to do.. some more today even a good one.. saying im making things even worst and din know wat happen but juz put blame on others.. making me veri piss off till now.. imagine u working whole day.. then hearing this kind of blaming.. how will u feel? now still veri sad.. maybe these things trigger other things in me.. so sad... haiz.. hope tom will be better for me... feel so hopeless in alot of things... well for now dun think much haiz...

2006-07-11T10:18:00.000-07:00

uPDaTe...

wELL quite sometime din update my blog ler.. haiz.. been through redang for holiday and had my chicken pox.. got my "graphic card" <---finally, recently into the game call titan quest... nice bit like d2.. Playing for the past few days.. still yet to complete.. Been thinking like im wasting the past few month of doing nothing but anime, drama, gaming haiz... think i shouldnt do more already had to find sometime to study back my old poly text which i may go into degree ba...

Redang trip..
well nice to get to know afew pple ..Had done snorling which was the first time in my life... fun with friends and the beauty of the underwater really attracted me so much.. basically for the 3 days, we eat, snorling and eat... get a bit tan after coming back...A haapy relax holiday :)

ChIcKen POX...
Haiz.. y it had to be me... so suay... had rotten at home for the past 1week plus... haiz.. my not so handsome face now become ugly liao lol haiz... suffer the pain, itchy and out of appetties.. plus cant bath.. fever goes up and down like roller coaster haiz haiz hiaz X 30... play game, sleep.. basically slacking at home without doing much thing...did catch the whole hard gay series at the you_tube.. damn funny guy, with a thick skin like a M1A2(USA main battle tank)... also watch finish the samurai champloo and the gantz.. REALLY SIaN to stay at home ROT.... :(

ToDaY...
well dad admittance to hospital on sunday.. haiz nothing serious luckily... today got him back.. and meet ah min for lunch... walk walk in bishan.. but sian is cant eat alot of things... Seafood.. chicken.. egg.. beans... haiz haiz x2.. now face look better then on last week.. hope it will heal soon.. or i cant eat the food i like !!! and that the worst thing in my life..!!!!!

2006-04-03T06:31:00.000-07:00

SlAcKiNG_days....

Well this few day indeed slacking for me.. doing nothing much.. off day for this week is also short....(3days) onli... lol.. catches2 movies.. 1st is ultra violet which is totally suck.... another is Hill_have _eyes... which was quite ok... haiz.. bo ban... too free liao.. so watch so movies lor.. plus got pple to acc mah.. haiz... sunday was my grandfather birthday... as usually go down.. and eat and celebrate.. chat with cousins.. so on.. haiz.. till now havent book of an driving lesson lol.. too lazy.. and also not sure whether is a bic or car .. haiz.. but still have to try hard to save and not over spend lol.. well hoping may coming so can go on holiday...

2006-03-11T19:44:00.000-08:00

FiRsT DiGi camera....

Yesterday juz bought my digi camera wanting quite long... been bother by the specification of the digi cam i wanted quite long.. alot of research had done lol... but mostly is toward the brand Nikkor.. but in the end i bought the Fuji F11.. which i hear from my exp working friend saying it is a veri veri good camera... with ISo 1600, 6 megpix, having manual control of ap and shutter speed.. plus it is quite small also.. slightly bigger then a credit card... with this i can do my photo taking session now ... well it was over my budget 640.. but quite ok ba.. giving me with extra battery and exterior charger plys 1G worth of memory.. but hope that today at the PC show it does not give anymore surprising freebies or i will bang my head on the wall lol..

2006-03-09T08:16:00.000-08:00

MOvIeS... outing with orentation friends...

Ya.. a tiring day of working but a nice gathering after work with my orentation friend was nice indeed..have dinner over at cafe cartel Plaze sing.. quite ok ba.. alot of pple.. been there a few times liao.. time was short but really enjoy it.. joke and crap... catch the big mama movie.. at first seem not really appeaing but after watching it quite nice.. ending also a nice one.. happily ever after one... well really quite late liao.. hope tom have not much of engineering down to do.. haiz... Pc show coming.. YahOooOo... buying digi cam.. this week end ba but cant find any friends to acc.. sad indeed... haiz......

2006-03-07T06:26:00.000-08:00

SaD day....

ya dun know y feel quite sad today or rather after my karate class... came to realise that im such a stupid person.... haiz.. feel hopeless... but after a run and exercise im feel better liao.. well have to forget and move on ...but still there are memories i want to forget but din .. the scae is still there deep and rooted... not much good thing happen in my life.. some pple will have life better then others like having good family, rich, popular, alot of girls admirerer, friends... so on.. maybe this are juz onli the surface side but everyone want it through... really dun know wat im working for haiz.. but no choice.. everyone is doing it.. so have to move on with it.. follow the flow of the life... haiz...

2006-03-05T19:28:00.000-08:00

MaLaYsia.... trip..

ya been quite sometime since i go malaysia a gain.. well did miss all the cheap food there compare to singapore.. Din go much further juz around city square.. I did pay much attention to surrounding more as recently alot of robbery and assulting happen here.. onli me henry and swee hong go onli as rest are busy with some other somethings. Buy some Kopi back lol.. quite cheasp compare to singapore wise... well overall it been a fun trip with buddies.. toke cock so on.. Catch the movie underworld.. seem ok ba not really veri vier nice... at first i though i din see its part one but some how i think i did seem it lol.. maybe quite long ago...

2006-02-21T08:17:00.000-08:00

20_FeB ~22_FEB..

Well time to update my blog... haiz.. this week off day nothing much to do ba.. but Monday did fufil things that i wanted long time ago.. to treat my mum and dad for a movies... think it had been ages they seen movies... Both of them are so thrifty cause maybe because of this family they have to do so... so bring them to enjoy the xiao hai bu be (well not really know how to pronoun in chinese han ping ying lol..) seeing my parent enjoying the movies i did feel happy... now i working so i will able to make changes for my family... Thinking of last time i din really acc or talk to my mum.. until when my relationship is over then i realise that i miss out all this.. haiz.. pple learn from mistake.. so i learn it.. well as for tuesday i slack away the whole day.. look at com screen until now lol... play games watching anime.. i think that the best way for me to also save up money... lol.. din really had the heart to start studying yet.. well that all for now... time to continue another round...

2006-02-15T20:47:00.000-08:00

16_FeB...2006

Well nothing much special happen ba... begin to feel a bit dull with pple around me and surrounding.. not sure y... haiz.. maybe juz nothing execiting had come to my life yet this moment... maybe have to find some other thing to preoccupy ba.. well for V- day this yr.. nothing much.. juz work my way through but still will think about the past... haiz.. Had this thinking... who will she be with this V-day.. din sms during christmas, ny or cny... haiz.. guesss we are a stranger now ba... now doing things din have much moitvation.. maybe my work is juz too routine?? The money is good ba.. not sure ... the interest of me is there.. juz work my way through tiring sometime and exhausting.. coz something u are juz plain suay.. pple touch can work but u do the whole day juz cannot work out... haiz...

2006-02-06T08:06:00.000-08:00

05_06_FeB....(rest*day)

ya this few days have a good rest.. been playing games.. on sat did go sing kTV with aH ming and Eeping... damn exp.. $$$ 31 plus per person... K box..... and onli for 3hr.. 8 sing till 11pm.. haiz.. but since long time then meet awhile so be with it lor lol... Bought D2 expansion... 49 dollars... quite cheap.. had been playing since this whole week... cannot stop.. haiz.. i train wrongly 2 char whahahahaa sian so now my third char seem ok... juz reach level 30.. and got the spell i want..

cny ending soon.. so fast and think of it,... it going to be valentine day lol... and i haven found any date lol.. well.. this year make it a working yr for me ba.. prepare to take on ot for that veri day lol.. making money now is my first goal... lol..

2006-02-01T05:34:00.000-08:00

01_feb~~~CnY...CHU4

Ya.. chinese new yr again.. actually.. nothing changes ba.. working new yr eve, chu 1 and chu 2.. keep myself busy lol.. and can earn somemore.. shoik.. onli manage to enjoy yesterday... go relative house and ah lueng house for steam boat then watch movies with my few best buddy.. jet lee latest movies.. shoik!!! quite alot of action ba.. maybe my myself a martial artist so feel quite execited about it also..

Ya today go out with ah ming eat some lunch and buy one game that i wanted siz yr ago.. lol.. d2.. quite nice juz install it.. not bad.. juz waiting my friend to play with me.. so thinking about it now.. there should be not much more pple playing it now ba.. so the server shouldnt be so lag..

About late afternoon go to my aunt(my father that side one..) house they juz move from here to yishun ave 2 with my mum, grandaunt and (2nd uncle aunt). meet my cousin which not seen him liao for a few mnth liao.. quite alot to chat.. and manage to find out he got PSP also and exchange a game with him lol.. well after that all of us go bugis doing some praying and the temple and do some walking at nearby shopping centre.. OG and bugis junction...

2006-01-27T23:19:00.000-08:00

28_JAn_2006
fainally update my blog.. been working the past 3nite.. still got 3 nite more to work.. quite weird right to work during cny.. but haiz.. nothing much to do also at home might as well earn more.. haiz.. will be getting digi cam soon lol.. but still have to wait till sintex lol.. that will be march.. this month erm.. think going to start my either car or bic lesson.. so now working toward one of my goals liao..

Well this yr cny will be different from last yr ba.. to forget and not to be remind of certain things.. which also part of the reason y i work.. lol.. hope this 3 nite will past fast enough coz im going to enjoy the remaining 2 days which will be ch3 and chu4...

2006-01-18T23:57:00.000-08:00

19_jAN_2006

A relax off days i had.. gone out to bugis on monday with ah min and borrow from him the siao yu er.. been watching it ever since.. veri nice story at first but middle to ending part super sad... All the girls that the male lead love die away one by one.. haiz.. sad..

today is my first nite shift.. so been sleeping the whole morning till now.. hope i had enough rest for tonight till morning..

Jan the 15.. sunday.. last yr it fall on sat.. that veri day i still remember.. haiz..watever...

2006-01-13T05:53:00.000-08:00

13_jAN06...
(unlucky...DAY)

actually not that bad.. but haiz.. toward the going home time haiz.. one of the screw which has 2 part become one part left.. another stuck inside the tester waaaaaaaa ... sian handover my job quickly quickly to my friend to catch the bus home lol.. y so suay.. hope by tom will be ok or else.. my ass will burnt lol... haiz.. today juz got my belt damn exp $10 some more still need to fight lol.. and my sei sen can see that haiz.. nvm lol.. pain pain now.. hand and left all hor chei.... haiz..

2006-01-11T07:15:00.000-08:00

10_jAN+06 to 11 JaN+06

yAwN!! so tired still have to do some blogging lol.. haiz.. alot of feeling came out when riding bus back today.. feeling of loneliness lol.. dun know y lol.. watching the anime "shingetsutan" sad ending.. haiz.. finally the lonely vampire get her first true feeling of not being alone with the guy she love but she die.. haiz.. the guy haiz.. cannot blame much.. he does have any power execpt fothe power to see death lines on all things/living/non-livings. he juz watch his love die way.. hazi.. so sad to see this .. dun know y recently love to watch love story.. sad one good one all surp.. lol.. haiz.. maybe i lack of love whahahahhaa.. poor eeping and me also lol... we are normal lol.... think end here ba.. wake or tom have to run and jump and fly for the coy bus liao.. sianz.. but also shoik lah.. now still raining outside..

2006-01-11T07:01:00.000-08:00

10_jAN+06 to 11 JaN+06

Going out with eeping to city area.. first time for eeping and me going town on MoTorbic... SiAn.. suppose to go on sunday but rainy vri heavily and whole day somemore hence the idea was post phone till yesterday.. quite ok when leaving but soon the heaven was not on our side .. rain stat pouring haiz.. sian.. lucky got jacket and track pants.. but still.. i kana fake.. the jacket(...haiz which SL bought me 2 yrs ago did not really do it job.. end up im wet in front.. and back.. but surpising the track pant my aunty Jane gave put me intact.. luckily lol.. if not (underwear wet wet, cannot think liao). Stop over to the fox men/woman/kid shop for some bargan buy.. 3 tops for the price on 2 lol.. i bought myself 2 tee and eeping bought himself 1 one.. not a bad deal.. lol.. this tee is quite different from the way i use to wear ba.. then later go some shooping spee.. got a pink t shit.. lol.. my first pink lol.. the colour quite nice ba.. that y i bought it also quite suite me... after that then reliase that im broke lol... but over all quite cheap ba..less then 70 bucks for 3 tee..lol.. a long walk we took some photo and surpisingly ee ping first time at espande... lol.. bring him around look lokk see see.. around dinner time we ate the Carol JR.. BIG serving lol.. thne we went back but abit drizzling but still "NOT ok" lol.. coz broke eeping vaser for the helmet kwang.. haiz.. really pai sei somemore i din really pay bck first.. Sorry eeping lol.. will pay him back when meet him again lol.. over a nice day.. coz quite happy to buy things for myself lol.. wat a nice "wet"way to end my rest day lol..

2006-01-07T04:08:00.000-08:00

07_JaN..2006

Erm.. how to start with leh... today can say a "risk no risk day"( 1.) morning thought i will miss the coy bus and go work late but in the end the bus surprisely wait for me lol.. and also i break a record of running to the bus stop where the yishun park near poly clinic there in "4 min"!!! lol.. my once in a week jogging do help alot but damn tired after that.. haiz.. sleep around 5 to 6 hrs, work 12 hrs.... lol.. but finally tom rest day till wed then go back to work... (2.) Found my precise screw driver the whole set wahhahahahahaaaa.... actually found it in one of the other pple tool box.. lol.. maybe i misplace it in other pple tool box when im rushing to hand over my work to next shift .. lol.. today also breaking a record of doing 3 "PM" (preventive maintaince) lol... WAT a DaY... suppose to go chiong tonite but too tired and wont want to waste that kind of money where i can buy someother things with it lol.. so stay put at home and do some gaming which i miss for the past few days...

2006-01-05T04:13:00.000-08:00

05_JAn...2006

BuSy day......today first day at shift.. quite worry about in the morning is my wake up timing and my first try on the coy transport lol.... cause not sure the exact location... but i still go cause i still rem the golden rules.. (when usee a gp or pple line up some where and that will be the place cause who the hell will be doing there so early in the morning right) so with this in mind i juz gamble for it .. but in the end im correct.. think my bakaness is somehow clever this time lol.. saw alot of pple from my shift finally can get really to know my shift operator so on.. today alot of things to do and i manage to confirm alot more wafer then usually.. lol.. maybe 7 to 8 lot lol... due to that reason i nealy miss my bus home lol... now i know that when it 0630pm my owkr will stop and get ready to go home lol... Hear about MBO is coming lol.. money money.. $$$ waaa can buy things liao.. but maybe can save up more..

2006-01-02T08:33:00.000-08:00

2Nd_dec 2006

Today wake up quite early, supposely to go out with my mum to orchard but in the end, we still go out but we went to 2 temple to bai bai.. one is at bugis where together with my mum my grandma and aunt Jane. after that, we shop for some dry chinese tonic stuff before proceed to another temple which is not far from there ba.. Things went quite well and late afternoon after coming back, i and my mum went to woodland to walk walk.. in the end i bought myself a converse shoe which i been thinking for sometime and my mum bought herself a pair of bata shoe also..

Meet zhoumin and ee ping for ktv and then back home.. long day spend quite alot of money but still ok.. have to tighten my belt for the remining month liao..

2006-01-01T04:45:00.000-08:00

DeC_31 = 01_Jan 2006 (part 2)
Working life is different from life in army nor in sch alot of things is not so simple as not really everyone is trueful to u as your friends.. some are testing on u finding out something from u ..so on.. other are juz plain good pple will teach u things help u so on.. so if some pple find it stress in study.. working life maybe also stress too.. but it depend on individual also ba..

So my 2006 resolution is start fresh and work hard for things that i need... now after my black belt i will go for my studies.. and then license... or either one.. but most impt is save up money.. relationship things im scare of it liao.. haiz.. dun touch it for now.. but i will rem someone whom i will hate for life till the day i die... and im sure of it...

2006-01-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

31_dec..2005 => 1St_JaN...2006 (part 1)
Finally.. the day has come.. working today.. and go to meet ee ping for some shopping at queenway shooping centre then finally late afternoon for the count down at habour front... haiz.. but it turn out ok onli lol.. got abit shock lol.. thought the count down will be quite alot of oversea artistic but turn out local bands and talent performing.......ZzZzZzzz plus not much of pple until we walk out near to 1145pm.. we eat at the hawker centre and watch the firwork at 12_2006.. lol veri nice and beautiful.. with henry and wei wen plus zida around there alway alot to crap around.. had a fun nite.. but somehow i feel different.. haiz..now back at home writing this blog think alot of things i do for the past 2005.. hiaz.. alot of unknown ahead for me.. plus i hope i really forget everything.. haiz.. Reflected myself alot lately.. thinking wat am i good for.. the goods and bads char i had.. but still not come to the conculsion... Girsl... haiz.. i dun know y.. i juz condemn alot lol.. maybe of my past relationship.. seen most of them are practical.. alot of asking power... and if they found a better guy they will hop to them... there no such thing as true love or loyalty... even married woman run way or let their partner wear green hat.... most will juz say a stupid reason for breaking off.. like family problem.. but there more to it.. haiz... i think i was hurt veri badly.. deep down my heart.. think this scar will stay quite long... for now onli can time can to heal ba..

2005-12-26T08:11:00.000-08:00

26^dec...Monday...

So sad full house ending soon haiz.. but not wanting to see it so soon on the last espiode.. Haiz.. man lead.. haiz.. dun know wat to say about him........... he really need a good slap lol.. talk so badly one.. especially to female lead.. haiz..he like her so much but waste so much time on other girls who he himslef think he is still in love for the others but in reality he is into the female lead liao... He keep calling her names also so bad lol.. but the female lead a veri patient lady keep waiting for him and forgive him..i wish can find someone like her later in lifel lol... haiz.. drama is still a drame..make a lot of climate to make the audience wanting for more.. but over all it a veri good koera drame series.. and it the first ba i think for me to complete watching it.. The scene in the drama remind me a lot of past things.. haiz.. feel abit sad but still have to come back to reality.. past is past so must treasure now and wat i have not use crying over when it is gone forever..

Today whole day paint my room and giving new life to it.. looking at it now it totally refreshing now.. Moon blue.. i like alot.. and shift a lot of things here and there.. i hope all this changes will bring into my life for coming years.

2005-12-25T08:29:00.000-08:00

23_26....dec^05

Christmas!!!...On friday bought an levis jean which i wanted 3 year ago lol.. so happy but cost quite alot 139 but lucky i got a cash voucher.. which i end up paying only 119..... haiz.. this year christmas I spend at zida house playing risk throughout the nite.. quite relaxing.. think my mind had settle down alot liao ba.. watch Full house the whole sunday veri nice. The female and male lead veri beautiful and handsome.... sunday also watch nirvana..quite ok, actually the king kong is the best lol.. i like the kate moss from 21 gram she so beautiful... and her scream is classical lol.. spend quite alot of $$ maybe on monday will do some room keeping lol.. packup abit of things.. haiz.. still got alot of things to buy..haiz.. money money...

2005-12-21T08:49:00.000-08:00

22 DeC~~WeDnEsDaY!!!

Today.. same as other day but having quite a fun one too.. haiz.. after work got meeting then see our B.. haiz.. pretty poor at giving a proper meeting.. haiz.. poor presentation and preparation... but anyway.. gald im in shift starting Jan... hope his plan will work out lol.. giving so brief detail.. and no much of ordering.. and confirming whose doing it... haiz.. watever.. but one thing im gald was im going shift lol.. haiz.. after work can some buger.. at mos finally playsome game then sleeping soon.. guess nothing much to write.. now waiting for this Sat.. the happening one.. going zida house play game whole nite lol.. veri fun to be with such a familiar big groups of good friends...

2005-12-17T09:42:00.000-08:00

18DeC~~~ finally over lol..

Guess today the grading was quite bad ba.. got hump taham all the way till the end .... too shack out liao... haiz.. should have store energy more for myself lol.. WhOlE body pain pain.. haiz.. sian... tired tired... and pain pain lol.. hope all this is worth it.. so one of my goal has done liao remain others.. actually thinking no one will come for my grading to support me.. but in the end wei wen got come lol.. quite a good pal lol.. actually his brother call him to help take video.. lol.. haiz saw me in the video abit embrass lol..watever it is it over.. haiz.. now is waiting for the result..

Watch king kong also today... supernice... the story line is good but ending is a sad one.. but can say a good one.. haiz.. chinese has one saying ... yin shong bu kou mei ren kuan... haiz..

2005-12-16T05:53:00.000-08:00

161205... sCaRy Day tom~~~(The DaY BEF BeLT)

Hiaz.. tom will be my grading ... dun know wats' the outcome.. if fail will be sian lol.. but it wont be that way ba.. but will be hows' my injury will be lol.. die liao.. so panic now.. how.... haiz..
Juz got hair cut over the week end.. at malaysia.. lol.. quite cheap.. for salom.. 14 bucks sing dollar lol.. haiz.. but no confidenc in my new look lol.. actually i not really confident about myself recently..dun know y.. i hope my karate will be a life time sport for me.. leaving the spirit.. so on...

About my work... dun y i sometime seem to understand things and sometime not.. haiz.. seem to know well about my job but seem to not doing well in it.. haiz.. funny feeling throughout this whole week.. Problems problems problems... when will that end lol.. but that the parts and puzzle of my job.... problem solving.. brain storming... lol..

2005-12-11T07:51:00.001-08:00

My FiRsT BlOg

Erm.. this my first blog.. not sure how i start..but maybe i should say, for me now i feel better.. during the last remaining of my ns life i was in a deep mess, shit watever... hell i go through but glad it all over.. i will like to thanx a few pple that help me throught it..one of them is my best pal henry.. he did alot for me, comfort me, acc me which almost make us look like couple..wahhahaa.. so on.. the second one is a _ _ _ _ _ but i wont say who is she.. i want to thanx her alot cause she alway keep assuring me things and quite enjoyable to talk to her until recently we suddenly become much stranger lol..the remaining of my friend also thax u all... making me feel alive... feeling that there are so much things to do and go on.. im quite lucky to have found job straight away right after my ORD seeing some of my friend still struggling.. suddenly i feel that i have alot of thing to acomplish in life and so less time.. make be i should go in steps.. alot of thing for me to catch up.. miss alot of things.. too much of a comminment during the last of my 2 yrs plus life..

2005-12-11T07:51:00.000-08:00

1mth plus after my work...

Hazi.. been 1 month plus of working liao, seem like quite able get use to the job... Now and then still think of the past haiz.. army stuff plus some other personal things...Guess some thing really hard to go away no matter how u try..I can only try not to think as much as possible and enjoy my days with collegues, friend and my PSP.. Back at home there will be computer and PS2 waiting for me... lol my house is becoming more interesting then it use to be but too late as i could not share with someone i use to know.. My job seem to be sort of fun as everyday will get to crap with my working collegue.. funny bunch..Have able to help out abit in work liao.. but my troublshooting skill still SUCK>>> big times.. maybe still not really familiar with the system ...Been going back to my martial art class liao...Sort of able to make myself at least work-out abit lol.. too lazy to go jog recently.. Hope to get my black soon and next target will be either my license.. and studies ba.. still thinking alot.. future.. cum past.. see some of my friends trying veri hard in uni haiz..abit worry whether im up to the standard.. so long din touch on all my books..

2005-12-11T07:50:00.000-08:00

SiNtEx_computer_Fair

ToDaYa quite good day ba.. cause manage to buy something that i have been wanting lol.. a PSP casing from logitech...It use to be 45dollars but selling quite cheap at the computer fair.. around 39.. Today also my first day of long ride in ee ping motorbike...the feeling is damn shiok lol... strong wind keep blowing pass me on the way to my destination.. feel like flying out of the vehicle if my butt is not seated tighly lol.. guess my liking for motorbike is growing lol..SaW a lot of digital camera and been wanting to buy it for sometime and saw this particular digi cam nikkon Coolpix s4 it got optical zoom of 10times and 6MP with 2.5" lcd.. but too exp lol.. like the most out of so many cam but abit pricely.. maybe will wait till next time ba..lol.. SaW alot of my army times guy... 4 of them work different places in the sintex... and guess today a real surprise is i saw a girl that zida having hard time chasing bef "ting li" during his sch days lol..she a promoting model for jvc ba i guess.cause saw her in the jvc dress.. wanted to take a photo but could find her again lol.. toward the end haiz.. raining.. sian.. have to wait for it to stop.. but in the end when going back still got wet cause other places started to rain lol.. but lucky the rain direction is toward ee ping lol.. so din get so wet.. poor him..but he got rain coat mah..